Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Night Bonneville

A three o'clock lunch break and for some reason I wasn't sleepy so I took the Bonneville to Higgs Beach where i ate a Dion's chicken breast, drank a Zero coke and listened to some youngsters sitting on the sand strumming a guitar.I was going to stroll over to ask for a picture but I thought that in my official badged shirt I might not look like the curious photographer on a lunch break that I was, so I left them to their playing. This was a 15 second exposure of the White Street Pier..I am no great fan of street lights as they kill the night sky. But they illuminate a motorcycle nicely. I thought the gables on this house had a faintly South African air, all whitewashed as they were. White Street is the outer boundary of Old Town, the inhabited limits of Key West from it's founding in 1828 till after World War Two when city residents started developing and expanding into what is now New Town. The eastern part of the island was dairy farms and open space criss crossed by white gravel roads and paths.For all my want of religious belief I do like posing the Bonneville in front of illuminated churches at night. This is the Spanish language Baptist church. The national Weather Service claims to have been serving Key West since 1870. An enviable record, no doubt and now that have a worthy headquarters in the modern style. The weather station used to be on the Navy Base where Truman Annex is now.I may not have been sleepy but not everyone enjoys my nocturnal hours. I have often thought my job would be ideal for a vehicle dweller as you would be asleep in your car in daylight when it is socially acceptable to be parked in a park snoring. I am so bourgeois I enjoy having a place to call home. This is home to much of the night time activity on White, the hub of the Citgo and Chevron all night gas stations.
The Citgo shown above sells Dion's chicken and has a rather extensive mini mart.
Some people swear by the Chevron's coffee. By day the Chevron has a mechanic's shop where my friend William labors on cars. Gas prices are edging up. Luckily most people around here don't drive as much as I do so the cost is relative.
My lunch break ran out before I could complete the street so I limited myself to this view due north toward Southard Street and Porter Place public housing.And this view south, whence I had come, a series of traffic lights and the inimitable Sandy's all night coffee shop.And with a last gratuitous shot of the Bonneville at rest...
...it was time to go back to work. A short hour it seemed.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Emigration Blues

My wife called me Friday afternoon and asked if I wanted to come into town to have after work drinks with some friends. Cheyenne and I were out walking on Cudjoe where I took these pictures, the sun was warm and the breeze through the mangroves was cool. I thought about riding in on Highway One in the weekend traffic and then, worse riding out of town with the departing office workers clogging the Overseas Highway and I made that sort of a noise that an alert spouse will interpret as meaning "God, how do I get out of this without causing offense?""No problem, " she said, and she meant it. I felt a wave of relief wash over me. I had a plan to buy a four pack of Boddington's Pub Ale at Winn Dixie on Big Pine and proceed to sit on my deck and watch the sun go down in a blaze of glory. A good plan I thought, and no need to be fighting traffic to get into Key West. Then of course I got the wave of guilt, and not just for turning my wife down. "I'm starting to act like a Conch" I thought to myself. People who live in Old Town Key West rarely bestir themselves to go to New Town. Driving five miles out to Stock Island is beyond the pale and coming out to my house at Mile Marker 27 is a full blown adventure. I pride myself on being able to ride the half hour into town twice a day if necessary, no complaints. But it seems even I am changing.Life in the Keys is different and for some reason some people learn to adapt and thrive here and others fail miserably. I'm not sure what it is about living here but in part I believe some people have overblown expectations, some people have ambition and some people have no idea what they are letting themselves in for. Face it: the best most rewarding jobs are all taken. Sure you can start your own business and compete with already established well known organizations, but if you, like me, enjoy being a wage slave you will be hard pressed to find a job that pays the equivalent cash or satisfaction of what you do now (assuming you have a position where you are). I am extremely fortunate that I have a job I love in a place that respects me and gives me room to enjoy my job. My wife as I shall explain landed her job by sheer chance and determination and luck. You can land your dream job but if you can't do you still want to be here? Life in the Keys is close quarter living; you will see the same faces, the same vehicles and the same places over and over again. The art of living in a small space requires tolerance and the ability to turn a blind eye. If you are a control freak and think everyone should learn from you, the master, you will rapidly lose any chance at all of making a go of life in the Keys. Things get done a certain way here not because it is the most efficient or sensible way to you but because it works for what needs to get done, and paradoxically that usually is the best way to do things here! Often there is a secret Byzantine hierarchy that controls certain activities and threatening the power structure is never a good thing. The best advice I give newcomers is not to make waves, not to have any opinions and never ever have anything bad to say about anyone. You never know who is related to whom, who sleeps with whom, who wishes they could sleep with whom or who used to sleep with whom and have remained friends anyway. Start talking shit about people and it will come back to haunt you in a hurry. Get a bad reputation and Key West will close ranks on you. You get work, you make friends by invitation. And no one wants to work or play with a fink or a grouch.In the larger picture I don't believe this is a very good time to be making a change in your life. It seems to me the musical chairs of the boom years has stopped and wherever one is when the music stopped playing is exactly where one is likely to have to stay for a while. Easy for me to say, I suppose. I like my house, my job and my location generally. I wake up every afternoon and look out the window at the sun playing on the palm leaves outside my house and I know this is where I want to be. I actually miss going to work sometimes even though I like being home with my wife and dog. I have more and better friends than ever and I don't want anything much to change in my life... In a society where people are used to packing up and making a change at the drop of a hat the new reality of high unemployment, shrinking wages and general immobility is going to be hard to take. Frankly I'm pissed off that the banksters have fucked up the world economy so much that even little old me could have his comfy middle class life affected by their greed. Happily Cheyenne plods on regardless and cheers me up when I read how world food prices are set to keep going up and starve more and more pissed off people around the world.Key West is in many respects a little south of reality. The economy here is not hurting near as much as one hears about Up North. Housing prices have dropped a bit but for the most part houses remain largely unaffordable- especially considering how hard it is to qualify for a loan these days. There are a few fixer upper homes for around $300,000 but compared to what you can buy on mainland Florida house prices have a certain air of unreality about them, despite large numbers of foreclosures on the market. Lower Keys homes have dropped a lot more than those in town. I have asked around among my colleagues who rent and here is a run down of rough rental prices in the city for reasonable units most likely not deep in Old Town. The more picturesque your place the more it will cost and the more functionally uncomfortable it will be. For a two bedroom two bath (thus with potential for a room mate) $1500. Two bed one bath possibly $1300, and for a "real" one bed unit $1200 and a nice studio $1,000. A starting dispatcher's salary will pay one full check for rent at prices like these. It's not uncommon therefore for people to hold down at least two jobs...or for middle aged people to re-learn how to live with a roommate. Ugh!Work is no longer easy to come by in Key West. If you wanted to move here, five or six years ago would have been perfect. You could pretty much have any job you wanted. My boat captain job literally fell into my lap one day while i was walking the waterfront. My boss desperately needed captains with licenses and he practically forced me to take a job I wasn't sure I wanted. My wife was hired as a teacher despite her only qualification being a desire to work and a law degree. She spent the next three years getting her teaching credentials and a slew of assorted upgrades, but when she applied for the job at the new juvenile jail classroom she was the sole applicant. No teacher wanted a twelve month job- in the jail! Most of the job interview questions related to housing costs and we lived on our boat across the street from the jail so she passed with flying colors! Last year that same job opening attracted four dozen highly qualified applicants from school districts Up North. My wife would never have even got an interview.Speaking with people familiar with the hospitality trades the same applies. People who are known quantities in town get the best jobs, and networking is everything. It used to be easier of course but... In the matter of jobs it's easier to get a job when you are settled in town, but looking at those rental prices it means coming to town with something like $5,000 in your pocket just to get started. Or you could sleep among the working poor and homeless on a mattress in a dormitory at the Keys Overnight temporary Shelter on Stock Island...it's free but it's not what people come to the Keys to do, to live among the indigent. Then there is the matter of the Key West "lifestyle." One young lad I knew recently came to Key West to go to school and live in the warmth for a while and went home to mom with a heroin addiction it turned out. This is not a good place to be if you have an addictive personality. Drink accompanies every function, drugs are widely available and if you need sex drunks in bars are on vacation and looking for companionship and adventure. However none of this adds up to a reliable work schedule and everyone knows intellectually that being on vacation isn't the same as being at home. How that translates for you in real life is up to you. Keys Disease is a fun joke when you are on vacation but it is a total pain in the ass when you are living your daily life and trying to get things done. Some businesses advertise their strong point as being that they turn up when promised. Being laid back is a cliché that only applies when you aren't in a hurry or when your toilet isn't backed up or when you just want to get in and get out without a prolonged stay in the check out line. Very often your neighbors who are on vacation or retired think it's okay for them to inflict their mañana attitude on you and call that being laid back. I have found a reliable mechanic, reliable house cleaner and a reliable odd job man. All that makes me a happy camper, but it took a while.For those that have supportive partners, that can live in close quarters and can find and hold down as many jobs as needed to pay the bills, life can be very good. There are of course restrictions, no lakes rivers or streams, no hills within 800 miles, no skiing, no frost, no freeways and not much shopping. The joy of living without a car can translate into island fever or "rock fever" as it's known. Lots of people in Key West rarely get out on the water, and as they hate to drive rarely get out of town never mind drive to Miami for a change of pace of a weekend. Me? I like living outside Key West. I have space around my house, perfect peace and quiet especially in the long hot summer months and with a dock and a skiff tied up behind my house my wife and I go swimming in the ocean five days a week when the waters are warm. That we don't go fishing is one of those cruel ironies that we live here and don't enjoy one of the best local sports available...
I have found a very happy way of life in the Keys. My first visit was in 1981 but I rode my Vespa back up the way I had come and continued on to the bright lights of San Francisco and ultimately Santa Cruz California. Key West back then was too small for my youthful desires and a university town with lots of bright young people was what I wanted. California wore thin after 20 years of summer fog and winter rain and traffic jams so we took off sailing with no destination in mind. We landed in Key West where I had lived previously on my boat and we slipped into a liveaboard life after a couple of years sailing down to Panama and back up in 2000. It was only when we moved ashore and bought a house and put down visible roots that we figured we might want to stay. I like minding my own business and I prefer it if my neighbors do the same. I love the weather, especially that it rains mostly in summer when it's hot and in winter when it's cold it's mostly dry. And about the summer heat it's not nearly as stifling as some people seem to think. It rarely gets over 90 or 95 degrees while I read about 100+ degree days in the mid West. Then there are those eight months of the year when snowbirds stay away and tourism is focused mostly in Key West. Those are the months that shine in my memory, less traffic no lines to eat out and bright white sunshine highlighting huge puffy thunderheads in the sky. It is quite magical down here from May through October.And then there are hurricanes. These can be a total pain in the ass especially if they keep showing up one after the other all summer long, as has happened in summers past. If there is a likelihood of the city or county being hit officials will issue a mandatory evacuation order. All that means is if you elect to stay behind you can count on not getting any help when the winds start to blow. Some people make a point of swaggering and ignoring official warnings, my strategy is a little different. As soon as the schools close my wife packs the dog and her evacuation bag in the car and drives north to stay with friends. I close up the house and retire to the police station when we get locked down.Hurricanes get a lot of press because they seem dramatic but more people seem to die in mid western floods from overflowing rivers than die in our storms. I can't think of one death attributable to hurricanes in Key West at least since Georges in 1998. However hurricanes do produce tornadoes and destruction from the embedded twisters can be quite dramatic. The chance of losing one's home is ever present. Renting has that advantage too.It is difficult to overstate the isolation produced by living in the Lower Keys (those islands south of the Seven Mile Bridge). Get used to the idea that you will be a long way from what you know, your friends and family. You will have to live for quite a while in Key West, maybe as long as three years before people start to get used to seeing you around and trusting that you might be staying long enough to make it worth their while to invest the time in getting to know you better. It gets tiring meeting people and then having them "go home" just when you get to know them. This creates a rather reticent society, so plan on taking your time getting to make new friends.Do you enjoy rock climbing? Mountain biking? Hiking in mature forests? Waterfalls? Shopping? Activities are limited but you make life your way in this collection of small lumps of flat rock scattered across the ocean. Me? I am not fond of gatherings. I like to go out and be with friends, but I'm not interested in costumes and balls and parties with a bunch of strangers so you won't see me around town much unless I get dragged there by the scruff of the neck. I don't drink in bars but I do like going to the Tropic Cinema. I like Goombay for the food, the local's parade during Fantasy Fest though lately it has been suffering from excess participation in my book, and the Holiday Parade in December. Other than that I'm not much for food festivals standing around in the sun eating stuff I can buy much more comfortably in a restaurant. I doubt they miss my participation as tons of people do enjoy that stuff. I used to like Sculpture Key West a lot more when it was located solely at Fort Zachary instead of being scattered across town...but I am not fond of change as a general rule. That's a bad thing as in Key West things are changing all the damned time.Key West is a multi faceted jewel in the respect that my life here is likely to be completely unlike anyone else's and my perception of what works and what is worthwhile can appear completely wrong to that someone else. Naturally the more gregarious are out and about all the time, the wealthy view a lot of the tedious money calculations as pointless, or worse as tacky, God forbid, and oftentimes one tends to forget the struggle it took to get settled here. Yet in trying to paint an honest picture one tends to come across I think as excessively morose and too focused on the aggravating details. For instance visitors often wonder why I don't want to live in charming Old Town and ride a bicycle everywhere, and I am at pains to point out that my fuel burning 27 mile commute is fun, I look forward to the ride every work night! I live in the Keys and I am not supposed to enjoy driving. What can I say? I like having offsets alongside my home to give me some distance from my neighbors, I don't like roosters and I loathe having drunks puking in my yard or screaming their way down the street at 4am.I am sensitive to noise so living with crowing roosters and lots of neighbors close by while trying to sleep in the middle of the day would be hard for me. On Ramrod Key I live cocooned in blissful silence. To my way of thinking living outside Key West is proper Keys living with starry nights overhead unblemished by street lights, easy access to the water and space to enjoy views across the open spaces of the Lower Keys.
In my life I have found that emigration (and I've done a fair bit of it over the years) has come as the result of desperation. For some reason I couldn't stand being where I was and as a result I found it less painful to move than to stay. Had my wife not had rheumatoid arthritis I dare say we would have returned to live amongst our friends in our lovely beach home in Santa Cruz California, a very pleasant place to live where we lived a very pleasant life, but the fact is that two years of tropical living on our basic sailboat in Central America had shown how much pain she was spared in a hot humid climate. Key West offered her a chance to sleep at night where the cold foggy climate of coastal California didn't. We tried to settle in Key West half reluctantly, ironically enough, and for us everything fell into place rather in the manner of so much in life. When you want something too much the gods of irony frequently prefer to withhold it. Perhaps that's the best advice I can give to a potential émigré: treat Key West as a reluctant lover and sidle up ready to be the first one to do the dumping rather than to be ready to get dumped. Perhaps you will be admitted to the hallowed ranks and get to bitch about snowbirds and tourists and the costs of everything and the lack of shopping and all the other stuff you have to find to complain about when you get to live in Paradise; that's just the human condition.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Olivia At Simonton

Olivia Street is one way outbound from deep in Bahama Village. On Whitehead Street it is marked clearly by the brick wall of the Hemingway House. Here at Simonton Olivia is flanked by two distinctive wooden houses. This one on the north corner.This one on the south corner. Not every narrow street is one way in Key West but Olivia is, outbound, which is to say away from Duval Street.Palms and picket fences, and it's a pity it's too expensive they say to bury electrical cables.Though you'd think they could have done it when they were digging up the streets and building the sewer system.
Royal palms are my idea of a relatively low maintenance attractive tree.This house was getting refurbished including the tin roof in the old style. Historic architecture guidelines for Old Town are quite strict.This rather large tree looked like it had skin.More picket fences and Conch cottages. This block of Olivia is quite picturesque. I haven't been to Seven Fish for dinner in ages but I very much like this restaurant.from the outside it's just another little white structure, on Olivia at Elizabeth.Looking back toward Simonton Street from Elizabeth.Simple bricks and spaces make quite an effect for a garden wall.I didn't have the nerve to enquire how much this rental might cost. A lot, I'm sure.
Somehow I caught the return of the seaplane flight from Fort Jefferson.
But this is what I was on Olivia to gawk at, beautiful homes and lush gardens.
And the white picket fences of course. Instead of being my back street escape from Duval Street, Olivia deserves more attention paid to it's own charms. It's a pretty spot.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Bernice Belton RIP

When my wife heard today that Bernice had finally died, after spending months slipping slowly away, all she could blurt out to me was that she had known Bernice since she was 21, which was about 35 years ago. Bernice was a powerhouse of leftist politics in Santa Cruz, California while my wife and I were maturing there in the eighties and nineties on our separate paths. Bernice was a New Yorker at heart but ended up living much of her life in Southern California before settling up north and spending her later years missing the Big Apple. She was our inspiration when we decided to move to Key West and make a new life. "Well," my wife used to say,"Bernice said it takes three to five years to make new friends in a new place." And: "Bernice was about our age when she moved to Santa Cruz and started again."We spent a lot of time around her dining room table last summer talking, as one does, about the past, and complaining about the present. Her husband Bill died a few years ago after a lifetime spent together organizing and fighting the good fight for ideals that seem in abeyance in the modern era, human rights, looking out for each other and the ideals of the collective. Still she inspired us to hope in a better future. And now she is no more.


From the Metro Santa Cruz Archives this short essay with her thoughts on Death and how she would like to be remembered.
When asked to participate in this photo essay, which will run during the week of All Saints' Day, Bernice Belton lets out a guffaw. "Ya' hear that, honey?" she hollers to her husband, Bill, in the background. "I'm a saint!" Well, perhaps Belton has raised too much hell with all that organizing, agitating and rabble-rousing to fit the religious definition, but she is no doubt considered a savior by the poor, the marginalized and the embattled for whose rights she dedicated a lifetime to fighting.

Given how many times she has had to sit down and hash things out with friends and foes to accomplish her aims, it's not surprising what the political activist expects as a fitting tribute. "I want a moratorium declared on all political meetings for three days," Belton laughs. "I deserve three lousy days, don't you think?"

Along with that, she expects a youthful choir singing a song specially written for the occasion. The theme? "Don't Mourn--Organize and Dissent!" Of course, there'll be food: "I don't care what kind, as long as there's plenty--and music!"

Belton hopes the ceremony will give a nod to her "Jewish consciousness and identification" but still manage to be a nonsectarian send-off. Also an atheist, Belton figures that when death comes, it's all over.

However, life and death are put in perspective by Belton's beloved semper virens that tower over her property. "There's something about having a view of the redwoods that gives me a sense of the continuity of life," the activist says. "They've been here a long time, and they'll go on long after many of us are gone."


This was the Obituary that ran in the Santa Cruz Sentinel:


Obituary Notice for Bernice Belton

Bernice Belton, a long-time influential community activist in Santa Cruz
County, died peacefully at home in Soquel on February 3, 2011. Born in 1923
to Austrian Jewish immigrant parents, Bernice grew up in Brooklyn, New York.
After graduating from Erasmus High School, she moved to Manhattan,
discovered boys and swing band music, attended college, leaving college soon
thereafter to work at the New York Post as a reporter's assistant.

Shortly after World War II, in which her beloved brother lost his life, she
married Irving Hochman, a fellow New Yorker. At the end of WW II they
moved to Paris. They bicycled through Paris and Italy, studied music, and
developed what would become lifelong friendships with other young
adventurous American couples also living in Paris. While in Paris, Bernice
worked for the American Joint Distribution Committee and Refugee Aid,
affectionately referred to as The Joint. Once back from Europe, they
continued their adventure by bicycling from New York to San Francisco. They
settled in North Beach where her husband began a printing business. Bernice
worked for the Friends Committee on Legislation and the World Health
Organization -in the midst of starting a family with two daughters.

After her marriage ended in 1963, Bernice soon met and married Bill Belton,
a General Motors auto worker and union organizer who brought a third
daughter into the family. Bernice moved from San Francisco to the San
Fernando Valley in Los Angeles. Bill, her humorous and loving new husband,
thought it customary to have an activist wife working full time. It was in
Los Angeles that Bernice gained the dexterity and skill of political
organizing and fundraising development. She became proficient at both.

Bernice was active with Women for Legislative Action and Women Strike for
Peace during the early Vietnam War years, ultimately becoming the West Coast
Director for the Committee to Abolish the House Un-American Activities
Committee. She "turned our family home into a meeting hall" recalls one
daughter; she taught her kids how to manage political mailings. Later, as
Staff Director for Jane Fonda's Indo-China Peace Campaign, there was even
more boisterous political activity surrounding the family, including family
road trips to San Francisco for anti-war demonstrations. Throughout those
years of "mailings, meetings, and marches" there was always plenty of time
for family camping trips to the mountains.

Bernice loved the active life and warm weather in L.A., and was reluctant to
move when Bill wanted to leave the smog and relocate to Santa Cruz. However,
in l974 they came north, settled briefly at the Villa San Carlos apartment
complex where they organized a tenants' union, then managed to buy a
pre-fabricated house from the woodshop at Fremont High School. This became
their home in Soquel, CA.

Bernice first worked at the Community Counseling Center, offering treatment
for drug addiction to inmates at the County Jail as an alternative to
incarceration -- in those days a radical idea. Later she served at Court
Referral, helping people with fines to seek alternatives through community
service. This work stemmed from her conviction that no good purpose was
served by jailing non-violent offenders, while much good could be done by
the same people engaged in useful work for others.

As a Vista volunteer she was Fundraiser and Volunteer Coordinator at the
Food Bank of Santa Cruz (now Second Harvest Food Bank). She served as an
active board member for fifteen years. Her specialty was charming large
local growers to make substantial contributions.

For another dozen years she served on the Community Action Board, with a
particular interest in efforts that addressed the hardships faced by
low-income women with children. The conviction behind much of Bernice's
community work was simple: "people have to eat, have a job, and have a place
to live."

Beginning in 1978, Bernice was a founder and leading force of the Santa Cruz
Action Network (SCAN). She worked on the Santa Cruz County Jail Moratorium,
the Watsonville cannery strike and district election campaigns of the late
1980s, as well as many progressive Santa Cruz city council and supervisorial
campaigns. She was very effective at communicating respectfully with
elected officials. She was a caring and fantastic friend, a voracious reader
and book club participant, a lover of chamber music, art museums,
Impressionist paintings, and an enthusiastic traveler to New York, Paris,
Prague, Rome, Bali, and many points in between.

Bernice is survived by daughters Dani and Nora Hochman and Nora Belton,
sons-in-law Gary Wohl and John Oldenkamp, grandchildren Daniel and Andrew
Wohl, Adina Belton and Sabrina Lake, nieces and nephews Linda Broessel, Hank
Goldstein, Janet Shirley, and Ken and Miguel Dickinson. For the past
several years her principal caregiver and close personal friend has been
Tracy Rivers, who assured for Bernice a high quality of life. Also providing
loving personal home care were her former Food Bank co-workers Bertha Fierro
and Melody Culver. A memorial gathering will be held at the Jade Street Park
Community Center in Capitola on Saturday, March 26 4:00 to 6:30.
Contributions can be made to the Second Harvest Food Bank, and the Community
Action Board.